Over the last 2 days I have cleared my house of everything that I do not need, want or use any more. I have gone through most of the rooms in my house and gone through all paper work and other items and have looked at them and thought do I need this anymore? Will… Continue reading Having a clear out!!

No matter how tough life gets nature will always provide a space for you When I was out camping this weeknd and walking through some woodlands I noticed this tree, the sun was shining on it and it felt like it was calling me (weird I know), but when I got closer I felt some… Continue reading Depression and camping

With all this pandemic that is going on it is really not helping my mentality at all, I feel like I am been confinded to a cell for nothing. It is bad enough that I can not social to help with mental state, as I have family and friends that (yes I can talk over… Continue reading Finding it hard to cope.

Everyday I have to face my fear and some days I win and others I lose, and when I lose I can let it consume me for days. Which isn't helpful for those that are around me. When I was younger I would always see the glass half full, and take everything thrown at me… Continue reading Facing FEAR

Right now I do not know whether I am coming or going with myself. Everything I see I am seeing a negaitive side, I am always feeling that I am not good enough, that I would not be good enough for that promotion, or I am not a good friend, mother, girlfriend, etc etc. Everything… Continue reading Feeling Lost.

I have has always had an over active mind, even when I was younger. When I was younger I believed in fairies, elfs, and other mystical beings and kinda still do. I also kinda still believe in werewolves and vampires and witches and all too. My imagination would always think of stories to write and… Continue reading Mind in Overdrive

It is hard dealing with depression or any mental health issues without having to have the worry of how it is affecting those around you. Lately I have been very low, and the one person I could always go to is having some trouble too, I do not know what is wrong and I know… Continue reading Trying.

As I sit here and read other peoples blogs and posts, I realise that I am not on my own suffering. I have sat and read many blogs over the weeks, posts on social media, and news bulletins about mental health and the wide range that it covers. All I can say is WOW and… Continue reading Other people and listening to my body.

How can I one minute be ok and the next not? I suppose it depends on who I have spoken to and what they have said to me, and how what they have said affects my mood. Like work, I deal with customers and when they come in, some can be in a bad mood… Continue reading Hot and Cold

Well I am excited but not by this news. Why? Because of what is going on in the world, is this really the right time to be having a baby? Is it really going to be able to enjoy the outdoors? My daughter told me she was pregnant a few weeks ago and had the… Continue reading Becoming a Grandparent.